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Allah Maha Pemurah

2011-02-16T19:04:00.009+08:00

alhamdulillah sudah sampai 37 minggu little precious dlm perut mummy :)

Saya tidak bunting pelamin. tapi Allah tahu apa yg terbaik utk kami, selepas 6 bulan, dan pada bulan ketujuh (my birthday month) baru saya pregnant. 6 bulan hidup berdua- ditempat baru,dengan takde kawan (bagi saya la), meneroka alam perkahwinan bersama2, belajar mengurus diri DAN pasangan, main masak2, bermalas-malasan dirumah, buat kerja rumah sama2 dan sebagainya. semuanya sangat2 best untuk diceritakan. saya bersyukur, suami sentiasa ada disisi. kene tinggal beberapa hari pun dah rindu bagai nak gila. saya tak kuat sangat(lagi) untuk ditinggal lama2 kot. huhu.
bulan ke-6 baru saya mengandung bukan kerana saya mahupun suami ada masalah, tidak. bukan kerana saya mahupun suami berbadan besar. We are very healthy. Alhamdulillah. dan itu semua rezeki masing2, ada orang mengandung awal pun tak healthy kan (tidak merujuk pada sesiapa). Jadi apa2 pun percaya pada rezeki yg Allah telah tentukan :) Jgn membanding2kan diri dgn org lain. :) oh, dan saya tak faham kenapa ade jenis org yg suke sebok tanya "dah pregnant ke?""bile nak ade baby ni?" berkali2. i mean seriously berkali2. dah ade nanti i bgtau la, kan?

pada yg belum mengandung, percaya pada hikmahNya...

Alhamdulillah, setakat ini baby is developing very well. But not for me, ive been through all-the-time sickness until 4th month. selalu rasa mcm ade satu lapisan metal dkt lidah ni. huh...mmg mencabar time tu. Then ok skejap..now dah jalan mcm terkedek2 mcm penguin which is normal la kan. and until now kaki saya tak bengkak sgt pun lagi ;) masih kurus (dr belakang) tapi tetap lebar dr side elevation. haha. stretchmark baru muncul sikit2 (tp freak out gile-sbb my mom selalu SANGAT pesan mesti sapu baby oil/ bio oil/ape segala oil dari AWAL supaya still boleh pakai bikini-depan-husband selepas bersalin. :P kalau perut tak cantik macam mana? ). then mami kate, oh sikit2 ni biasa..nanti hilang la. pheww~ *tak sanggup tgk hasil image google of stretchmarks. berat badan pun naik dengan stabil..tak terlalu mendadak, muka rasanya takla sembab-suami kate masih cantik :P haha. alhamdulillah. semoga semuanya berjalan dgn lancar dr sepanjang kehamilan sampailah bersalin-berpantang and so on.

barang baby dah beli sikit2. suke picit baju/barang baby yg dijual sbb geram amat. comel amat. sangat cute juga bila faiz pun dah pandai google barang2 baby, cari info pasal pregnancy and stroller..huhu u r the best yang!

doakan saya dan baby sihat dan kuat ye!

*syukur saya pada Allah kerana family, kawan2 sentiasa ada disisi memberi sokongan sepanjang kehamilan ni. terima kasih juga pada blogger2 yg banyak bagi tips / info berguna tentang pregnancy+baby (ye saya kaki google, semua bende saya nak google. hehe).

I know and I noticed it. But i choose to be...

2010-10-03T15:29:00.003+08:00

I want you to read this.

Congratulation. Mulakan hidup baru dgn penuh keberkatan dan keredhaan dr Allah dan orang2 disekeliling.

There's a lot of maybe(s) and questions between us. And im not sure whether u have the answer or not. So silence is the best way i think.

Of wedding : HE taught me to be thankful

2010-10-02T23:42:00.005+08:00

The wedding was my fairytale. I dreamt of english theme wedding dgn susun atur program yg teliti. Everything need to be planned well and jotted down so everybody will remember what should they do. I was very scared of flaws but Allah knows best. On THE DAY, my mind was here and there. My "Holy Pink Wedding Things" book was gone. My wedding scrapbook was gone too. My only hope was on my family and friends to run the event smoothly. Thank you for your ears (friends'/families ears) for listening to my complaints and compliments. haha! tq tq tq soo much for being there. It was awesome guys!

Of my dream that had been come true, which is getting married to the man i loved (still, and always be) in a beautiful wedding (i think it was beautiful, sorry if you dont think so) i am very thankful. Well, its normal during the post-mortem of an event mesti byk mulut berkata sana-sini. Tapi bila difikir2 balik, Allah telah tentukan macam mana majlis kita akan dijalankan. Kita harus terima bila sesuatu yang dirancang tidak dapat disempurnakan oleh orang yg kita harapkan. Sakit hati? ya. Geram? ya. perkataan "what if?" or "kan bagus kalau.." dr syaitan memang banyak memainkan peranan waktu itu. Jadi kita harus sedar dan cepat2 istighfar. N kagum dgn abah and mami yg sangat tenang menghadapi situasi yg tak diingini waktu tu. Bukanlah besar sgt isunya sampai kena masuk suratkhabar (macam satu kes di Penang kalau tak silap, caterer tak hantar makanan di majlis dia..isk..nauzubillah!) , isu biasa tapi cara mereka mengawal keadaan sungguh baik. Dan doa serta munajat pada Allah sebelum majlis dilangsungkan haruslah banyak supaya apa yg telah kita rancangkan dapat disempurnakan.

Yes, we should not look down on other people. Im talking about wedding here. Dont compare your wedding plans with others. Sharing is good, comparing is not good. "Ala..dia buat kat dewan tu,aku kat...| oh...dia punye kain beli kat indon, aku kat...|ala....bunga dia plastik,aku punye...|" trust me this type of conversation wont help u to feel great. Setiap orang ade kemampuan masing2 dan keinginan masing2. Jadi, bila ke wedding orang, senyum dan doakan yang baik2 buat pasangan. pujuk hati jgn complaint. sebaliknya menghargai usaha sang pengantin dan keluarga. tak semua orang dapat menikmati "perkahwinan" dalam hidup mereka. kalau ada..mungkin lambat. ha! jadi..bersyukurlah! semoga dengan doa kita, pengantin pun akan doakan kebaikan utk kita juga :D

Tips utk bakal pengantin: Sentiasa solat hajat dan bermunajat supaya majlis berjalan dengan lancar, bakal suami akan setia dan membimbing kita ke arah kebaikan sampai bila-bila. Bersedekah pun satu cara supaya Allah limpahkan rezeki buat kita. mana tau saat akhir ade orang nak bagi hadiah TV plasma + honeymoon pakej + sponsor kek 9 tingkat ke utk kita. :D

Sudah setahun : HE finally makes me realize

2010-09-29T21:45:00.005+08:00

Salam ukhuwah buat sahabat2, pembaca2, dan follower2.

:)

Nama saya N (if u still remember :P).
Its been a year and a month i havent been blogging.
Mmg N nak blog, tapi..ada sebab kenapa n stop dan private kan blog sekejap. After a year, baru tadi terfikir sampai bila nak bermain dgn pertanyaan "what if?". lets move on.
Semoga entry2 N selepas ni dapat memberi kekuatan pada diri N, inspirasi pada org2 yang N sayang, dan teladan buat korang2 jugak. N mahu jadi lebih matang kerana sudah umur 25, berkahwin dan akan ada waris tidak lama lagi (alhamdulillah).

Sahabat2, semoga terus membaca blog N yang tak seberapa ni. InsyaAllah N cuba utk membuat usaha anda singgah di blog ni berbaloi dgn entry2 yg menarik.

*Allah itu Maha Mengetahui atas segala yang berlaku ke atas kita*

The Announcement

2009-10-08T23:52:00.005+08:00

Warmest greetings from us - bride + bridegroom-to-be.. ;)

After 2 months of 'Our First Step', now we are heading to our big day!. :D We are happy to annouce our wedding day as follows :

NIKAH
Date :Sebelas / Duabelas / 2009 (11th December 2009)
Venue: Masjid Al-Ansar, Taman Keramat
Time : 9am

RECEPTION - ANNE'S SIDE
Date : Sebelas / Duabelas / 2009 (11th December 2009)
Venue: Dewan Centrum, Setiawangsa
Time : 8pm - 11pm

BERTANDANG - FAIZ'S SIDE
Date : 26 / 12 / 2009 (Saturday) - *Friday is Christmas a.k.a public holiday)
Venue: 941, Kg. Syed Sheh, Kulim Kedah Darul Aman
Time : 12noon - 4pm

Our invitation card tak siap lagi, so perhaps this announcement would be the unofficial invitation from us. and thanks to facebook also which we could manage our 'inviting' phase more easy. So, girls and guys..do lock these date as we are looking forward to see ALL of you on our majlis December nanti!! To our dear frens who might know both of us-we are very glad if you could attend both KL & Kulim reception yea...esp budak2 studio! Wajib!! Koranglah saksi 'perkembangan' cinta suci kami...ceewaaa! hehehe

oh, perhaps you guys could give us your address via email, sms,msg in fb/fs/blog for invitation card nanti yea. Thankss!!

Anne - buggycut_aent@hotmail.com
Faiz- faizburn@yahoo.co.uk

Thanks!!! See you in December!!

*this is one of my fav shot of ours* luv u b.

"Ya Allah Sebagaimana Engkau berkati pasangan Adam dan Hawa, Yusuff dan Zulaikha, Sulaiman dan Balqis, Musa dan Safura maka Engkau berikanlah jua keberkatan kepada pasangan Mohd Faiz dan Noor HIlyati.Ya Allah jadikan ikatan perkahwinan mereka sebagai wasilah yang boleh menyempurnakan keimanan dan ketaqwaan mereka kepada Mu... Amin"

perkahwinan

2009-10-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey..selamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin buat semua followers as well as stalkers. huhu~

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not much time left for my wedding peeps. yes, i didnt do an official announcement yet due to a lot of reasonsss (will do it soon, so sorry). and now, i am soooo messed up! feel like nak berenti kerja skarang jugak and work on my wedding according to my plan and dreams. yes IT IS VERY important to follow what are your dreams since u gonna marry once in a lifetime. insyaAllah. (i luv you b).oh! (forever).

feel like not going to open houses, exam ptd, kerja this weekend. all i want to do is preparing my wedding with faiz. susah sbb die kat melaka. so, there's not much 'togetherness' in beli2 barang and all. a lot of things tak settle / finalize lagi. i am so...messed up!

nak nangis.......

Our first Step

2009-08-12T01:31:00.014+08:00

Faiz's family came last weekend for merisik ceremony. Alhamdulillah the simple but sweet occasion went very well. majlis merisik kami agak 'meriah' sbb family faiz pun dtg ramai jugakla and so does my side. haha..it was more like majlis 'mengenal family masing2' and tidaklah terlalu mengikut tatacara dan protokol yg sepatutnye. like i said simple and sweet... since both of us decided not to have an engagement ceremony, both family came to conclusion to 'kire sekali lah ni ye?' event. haha..kami ok aje... ape yang penting...THE wedding later.

Omg, only God knows how much i want to share my experience doing the initial preparation before this. Only Now i can reveal it officially..huhu.. wedding preparation blog perhaps? hehe..tgklah camne. i looooovee weddings! yup, apetah lagi My Very-Own Wedding! checklist/so-called scrapbook/wedding book dah habis tulis2 ideas here and there. And later, sharing2 it with Ela, Ms Bride to be also..we have so-called chemistry in "DIY" wedding ni, which she also have checklist and wedding book/files but she is more particular in EvErything instead of me yg kurang sikit je dr die..haha luv you babe!!

okay friends, pray for our wedding and wedding preparation berjalan dgn sangat super smooth yea. Will update more soon!

Enjoy the pics!

this was not part of the majlis, hehe. Us in 2008, Hanis bagi..so thoughtful :D

nervous giler

suke tgk expression Faiz's father in both of this pic.. :D

menantu and bakal menantu..teheehee

*i wished yana to be here too...missed you sista!

24 on 24th

2009-08-03T09:53:00.006+08:00

i had a great birthday this year which i call 'the perfect 24'. i turned 24 years old on 24th of July 2009. we only experience this once in a lifetime babe. im very grateful of my almost perfect life now where i have a great family and friends, understanding and loving faiz, stable job, enough money, and so forth. plus, im also looking forward to take another BIG step of my personal life soon *wink.

mummy and abah dearie,
i know its not easy to raise me, haha. being a stubborn kid since young, i believe i gave a hard time for both of you. im sorry sebab tak selalu menggembirakan mummy and abah, but believe me you always make me happy. mummy always reads my mind and abah always know how to make good choice when im confused. i will try my best to be a good daughter of yours in future and perform my obligations towards Allah and you sebaik2nye. i love you most mummy and abah! Thank you so-very much2 for being a great-superb-the best parents of mine. :D

brother and sisters (including SIL ;P),
yana and wani..haha..thanks for the nice so-called surprise birthday celebration as requested by me. even its not like what i imagined (haha! i want it to be at hotel la!) but i had great time indeed with the big bun replacing-a-birthday-cake cake. thanks also for the purse and cards (oh! i cant help it! nanges aje!) love ya loads! b.e and kdayang, im glad u reach your first anniversary on my birthday..thanks for the wish and you still owe me a birthday present yea. hehe

Faiz,
yes, you're away ON my birthday and i dont mind at all. im glad we're still together on my 24th birthday and im looking forward to celebrate my coming birthdays with you :D. thanks a lot for the present b and i love you dearly..

friends,
the thought that u remember my birthday is sooo appreciated. thank you for remembering even you were actually reminded by birthday calendar in facebook. huhu~ i love you all!!

click here for cakes

(insaf lepas baca yasmin ahmad's story by her mom. taken from Berita Harian online : here)

“Dia buat filem bukan untuk sesiapa, sebaliknya mahu menggembirakan hati mak dan abah. Andai ditanya rahsia kejayaannya, arwah pasti menyebut sentiasa menggembirakan hati ibu. Begitulah arwah yang sentiasa berpegang syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu,” katanya.

Officially launched today! - SukanyeShopping

2009-07-16T09:05:00.004+08:00

dearest friends and readers,

introducing our first blogshop.......

http://sukanyeshawl.blogspot.com/

do visit us and make your purchase !!!!

news

2009-07-08T12:06:00.001+08:00

people!!! wait for a surprise by this weekend by me and my sisters!!!

!!!Sukanya!!!

have u ever felt so empty?

2009-07-08T10:17:00.004+08:00

life agak pusing2 lately. i dunno..i gave less concentration on my work.. and instead i felt quite 'empty'. yes, despite faiz is far in Melaka, i think i hv less friends now. is it just me or....what? bothered much with this questions lately... is it just me?

friends...*echo*echo* r u still there? *echo*echo*

*sob*

my day will be filled and more meaningful when im home - after 6 pm. the wacko sisters i have would be 'the' entertainment-of-the-day. but after this yana would be leaving.. only wani left and perhaps i could cope with 17 year old girl behaviour dgn jayanya. hehe.

i hope for a better life ahead, esp at office. damn im bored in this 'only 2 people' office. yes, n bersyukur sbnrnye..no pressure. happy. tapi takde kawan/geng sekepala......maybe not yet kot..?

*sob*

(*shoot, "is this the end" by zee avi is playing..damn)

i miss my companion esp faiz, TLCs, adah dearie..moonies...hanikunie..k.anum..bola tampar gang..
i miss you all like hell.

*bintang*bintang*

Diva B + N

2009-06-19T12:26:00.005+08:00

Diva by Beyonce

Xie xie abah

2009-06-18T11:24:00.031+08:00

Roar~

baby lion dipijak bapaknye

Im very grateful of having the opportunity to visit Beijing, China last week with my ever beloved family (but without B.E & Kdayang since they went to Perth). It took me days to gather all thoughts and courage (??) to share my 6days experiences in China, since its very2 meaningful to me. Plus, i always forgot to copy some pictures from Yana's laptop (oh she already post an entry bout our China trip). tehee~

Arrival....

I treasured a lot throughout this trip, especially the golden moment i had with my family. i felt stress-free and i can woke up every morning without thinking 'what to do...what to do...' for 6 days. haha..cukupla. Grandparents were also being cooperative and considerate also as you know, having a pair of 70+ old folks in a long-tiring trip would be quite a cabaran k. However, mek & ayoh are such a positive couple as they never complaint and instead enjoyed the sightseeing so much. not forgotten when ayoh was so excited-sampai-tak-berkelip-mata watching the acrobatic show(uuuu.....*wink*) while mek already fallen asleep after 20 minutes..(hahaha!)

Peace! (at Hotel's lobby)

Acrobatic Show hall, where ayoh was really excited

A-Ming (perhaps i spell it right) from ICT China was our tour guide in China. He is chinese who can speaks indonesian language. We partly could understand his explaination since lidah die pendek sikit...hehe, so sume huruf 'R' jadik 'L'. e.g: Kota Terlalang.... (Kota Terlarang-Forbidden City).

We visited a lot of nice places varied from the historical places, the hundred years mosques, one of the 7 Wonders of the world, Silk store, Jade store, Crystals store, Tea House, Herbs + Foot massage store and so forth. Oh not forgetting the market :D. Thank God i could managed my expenditure wisely, whereby its not only on clothes and accessories only but including ubat-ubat herba power, teh mujarab, cream mutiara magic and whatever. hehe..wise kan?

Well, this trip wont be as great as this without abah's willingness to bring us all and explore almost everything in China together. Tanpa abah..siapalah kami.. siapalah anne. ecewaaa~ Thank you Abah!

my hero

I overheard my grandparents conversation during our visit to the world's largest surviving palace complex and covers - Forbidden City.

in Kelantan dialek, sambil berpimpin tangan aww~:
Mek : Mujurla..Tuhan wi kito tenago, kito sihat dih...buleh jalan jauh...mujurla...
Ayoh: Ho..tula..mujurla...Alhamdulillah dih...

Translation secara general:
Mereka berdua bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana diberi kesihatan dan tenaga untuk berjalan-jalan sejauh ini (China).

Anne rasa mereka sangat bersyukur Abah bawak derang ke negara China ni. Ayoh memang nak tengok sangat tembok besar China dan impian dia Alhamdulillah tercapai. emm..sebak sikit... Abah and Mummy, hopefully you'll never stop praying for me and others supaya kami dibanyakkan rezeki and could bring both of you anywhere you want to go in the future..aminn.

I love you Abah, Mummy~ Xie Xie....
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enjoy some of the pictures taken all through our holiday in Beijing..
(please click for better view. tatau kenape jadik blurr...waargh!)

Tiananmen Square & Forbidden City

Heading to Forbidden City & Tiananmen Square

The Forbidden City-looking forward at the Palace

Rombongan MakCikYah

Mcm nak pagi seminar

Gundik² maharaja

The Great Wall of China

The start

...and we (me, yana, wani & abah) finished it

This is such an aww~~ pictures..

Summer Palace

thats us

Ayoh, tula pagoda, hok dkt baju pagoda ayoh tu..

The hundred years mosques & Foot Masaage

The Olympic stadium (Bird's Nest)

The bird's nest

The 7 star olympic hotel

olympic athletes..of...19__..urm..(?)

We were reaching the garisan penamat..

Shopping!! (Jade store, Crystals store, Pearl store and THE market)

Lion jade

Puas hati dpt beli crystal

And now mek's turn to choose her stuff

yea..yana..we shouldnt buy it since we have no money.

the heaven for women on earth

Makan makanan china yg dimuslimkan.

dont expect too much..it was close to horrible

poor them~ mak die tgh bantai anak2 die yg comot2 tu

bersyukurlah~

*Tips: make sure u have complete package of mulut laser-sudi bergaduh-buat muka annoyed when you want to shop in Beijing esp in the market. tidak perlu mengekalkan adat sopan santun budaya timur kite di sana yer. Do not be cheated as we MUST bargain up until 80% off. e.g : i purchased a so-called vest at only Rmb60 after 'bargaining' (or should i call quarelling?) from Rmb320. gile ape!

*suke bole maki penjual tipu tu dalam bahasa melayu sebab derang tak faham. example: 1.hotak kau mahal gile! 2. isk bangang nye! 3.aah..memang ko tak tipula kan..but ive been cheated all the time by you people! - itu memang saje bagi die paham. or maybe die tak paham pun..since they only know chinglish language.

kalau berkalau

2009-05-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

1. Kalau anda jadi orang terkaya didunia?
~orang terkaya yang muda yer...pastikan itu..
~bahagikan harta dengan bijak- zakat..ibubapa..family...investment..lala.
~fulfill all of 'our' dreams.

2. Kalau anda jadi orang terseksi didunia?
untung ler faiz. *wink

3. Kalau anda perlu terjun dr tingkat ke-100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?

it is not necessary...

4. Kalau orang kata blog awak teruk nak mampus?
loh sape suruh bace and drop by?

5. Kalau keluarga anda yang menentukan teman hidup anda
kalau orang tu faiz takpe.

6. Kalau tiada lagi hari esok?
panjangkanlah umurku untuk terus beribadat padamu dan mentaati RasulMu - Sunan

7. Kalau orang yang anda benci berada didepan anda ?
buat tatau suda. but i know air muke ni mesti berubah kepada -oi-aku-taksuke-ko-gile babi. and its obvious. oh i cant help it

8. Kalau anda berpeluang masuk Fear Factor dan makan benda2 pelik?
selagi tak perlu makan benda haram dan menjanjikan hadiah 177 billion pound sterling...why not..heh!

9. Kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?
semoga tidak. panjangkanlah umur mereka

10. Kalau anda berjumpa dengan orang artis/selebriti yang paling anda minati. nyatakan nama artis/selebriti tersebut.
Zee avi and akim. haha!

11. Kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yang akan anda bunuh?
oh...this question selalu ditanya oleh faiz... it would be....%*($#& (pembunuhan beramai2 oleh kami semua..hehehe)

12. Kalau orang kata anda kacak/cantik ?
tell me something i dont know lah...ahahaha! no no no! terima kasih yer....awak pun cantik juge..

13. Kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia yang muda?
nauzubillah...

14. Kalau anda terpaksa mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?
NO WAY

15. Kalau anda memenangi anugerah? dan anugerah apa yang anda inginkan?
Best Wedding planner of the year.
Wanita paling berpengaruh di Malaysia. woo~

16. Kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing, bangsa asing mana yang anda inginkan?
mamak kulim.

17. Kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?
tanak!

18. Kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?
oh terime kasih.. bersyukurlah dengan ape yg kite ade WEI..

19. Mengenai orang yang tag kamu ini;
Hanis : die junior saya yang baik! photographer yg amik gamba cantik!

20. Saya tag mereka pula.
sesape nak buat..buatla eh..

100 truths..

2009-05-29T01:56:00.008+08:00

tagged by illia (em tak igt nak eja namelah).

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:air sarsi
2. Last phone call:mummy
3. Last text message : yeay!! congrates b!! ................
4. Last song you listened to : bitter heart by zee avi. fly..fly..
5. Last time you cried : tak igt

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : nope
7. Been cheated on : yea
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : nope
9. Lost someone special : families. Allah lebih menyayangi mereka..
10. Been depressed : huhu~ everyone does
11. Been drunk and threw up : nope.and never.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12.purple
13.turqoise
14.pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend : yea..
16. Fallen out of love : em..jap. fallen 'Out' of love? ke fall 'in' love?
17. Laughed until you cried : yea. esp when im with my sisters. derang gile k
18. Met someone who changed you : yes. syukur..
19. Found out who your true friends were : yea..syukur....
20. Found out someone was talking about you : oh yeah. damn you
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : yea
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? : most of them. i dont simply accept people's friends request
23. How many kids do you want?: 4.
24. Do you have any pets : i wish i have
25. Do you want to change your name : em nak tambah datin ke..datin seri ke...puan sri ke..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: erm.. i think i had few celebrations..with faiz, family and girlfriends.. (rasenya la..tak igt)
27. What time did you wake up today: woo..lambat! pukul 8!!
28. What were you doing at midnight: blogging and blog hopping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: my wedding. seriously.
30. Last time you saw your Mother ? : just now. she was watchong Abba's video musics yg baru beli.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: cannot tell
32. What are you listening to right now : zee avi's...!!
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : tom tom bak?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : nescafe......
35. Most visited webpage: facebook. blogspot.
36. Whats your real name: noor hilyati m. zakawan
37. Nicknames : anne - simple je
38. Relationship Status : in relationship yang tak sabar nak kawen
39. Zodiac sign : leo
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Primary School?: sk2tk
42. Secondary School? : smktk, mrsm tepen
43. High school/college/university? : UIA

44. Hair colour: hitam yang kusam
45. Long or short : long
46. Height:163. macam model plus size.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hihi...yea.. dekat faiz..but he didnt notice. *wink
48: What do you like about yourself?: confidence and determination.
49. Piercings: ears only
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never had one
53. First piercing: 4 tahun
54. First best friend: nur akmal. kot...ke melinda eh?
55. First sport you joined: bola yang perlu dijaringkan
56. First vacation: istanbul, turki
58. First pair of trainers: huh?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope
60. Drinking: nope.
61. I'm about to: buat air nescafe...
62. Listening to: zee avi's lagi!!
63. Waiting on: this survey abess!! banyak nye wei!

YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?: yang soleh dan solehah...nak masuk syurga wei..
65. Get Married?: ABSOLUTELY
66. Career?: spoiled millionnaire.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or your eye : eye
68. Hugs or kisses: i love both
69. Shorter or taller: slightly taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: i love both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: i love both
73. Sensitive or loud: i love both
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor : nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: hoho...many times!
79. Sex on first date: nope
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe
82. Been arrested: nope
83. Turned someone down: maybe
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yes.
88. Love at first sight: nope.
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend in one time : nope.
95. Did you sing today?: oh yeah....
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: maybe
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: mase form 4
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my convocation day
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope. i love to treasure it
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes ;)

*sape rajin buatla

nk kasut ni.....tapi takbole2....sape nak belikan...tolongla...

from here

because i wear high heels almost everyday

2009-05-27T01:39:00.005+08:00

em..okay...a bit worried here. bunions. look at my kaki. but mummy said no flats to work....caner...

OmyGod! *wink

2009-05-27T00:08:00.008+08:00

eti be' tu yuuuu
eti be' tu yuuuu
eti be'!! tu yuuuu....

well people, thats how arisya sing 'happy birthday' song. haish..

my family had small birthday celebration to both of our lovely May princess : Kak Dayang and my ever-cutest-omyGod (her new term)-cousin Arisya. Kak Dayang is now turn 25+2 (thats what my brother tulih on her cake k-forever 25......) and arisya OmyGod turn 3. Arisya please stop growing....i'll miss your keletah mengada-tapi-sangat-bijak forever. okay, let see some pictures taken during the celebration..

pic 1: hey, i think thats my cake...its koneng (kuning-which actually meant pink)... *cekak pwincess from faiz. adorable.
pic 2: 1,2,3,4,6..seben...8....emm...sebelas.

pic 3: i dont get it...bile birthday orang lain, she'll sing like ..em...very loud... and during her birthday..she was like....very2 shy.....terharu sgt kot...
pic 4: laksa johor-sedap-gile-nak mati by cikna, cake from : kedai cake la. owh..it was the presents-giving moment.

pic 5: present for bakal-mak budak. longgar2 loose2. but still hot. erk?
pic 6: arisya's presents. shocked level biase2- cookings equipments from me. owh ni sodek...pls email kalau tatau sodek tu ape.
pic 7: shock level dewa - baju kaler pink. she was actually 'shaking' "trr...tr..." sbb sgt excited. OmyGod.

pic 8: i dont share my stuff.

my family loves to throw a birthday celebration for family members. and akulah orang yang paling excited.

Special thanks

2009-05-21T23:31:00.012+08:00

i received this award from the ever sweet Mrs Imad @ Salmie. (tak sangka salmie ckp kite cantek..ish..*blushing*) ahahahaha...jgn muntah k. belakon je. anyway, thanks a lot salmie..

Syarat nak terima award ni:
1.pastikan jantina anda perempuan (jap...*em.. hoh naseb baik btol)
2.copy award n paste kat blog anda (dah)
3.nyatakan 7 sebab kenapa anda bangga jadi perempuan (ok..read below)

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7 sebab kenapa saya bangga menjadi perempuan/wanita

1. Wanita yang solehah (baik) itu lebih baik daripada 1000 lelaki yang soleh. InsyaAllah..semoga kite semua tergolong dlm golongan ini.

2.betul cakap salmie >> sakit wanita semasa melahirkan bayi, Allah akan bagi pahala sama seperti berjihad di jalanNya (InsyaAllah). nak ber-anak...nak ber-anak2....

3. because women r naturally beautiful (in their own way). this might be a subjective issue as everybody has their own point of view. some say the personality, the eyes, the long legs, the sweet smile, the cookings, the kemanjaan and etc.. even perempuan yg pelik2 imejnye pun ade orang ckp cantik, such as amy winehouse? well... people dont describe men as 'beautiful' aite?

4. clothes, shoes, handbags, makeups...name it all.. we can have it ALL dalam budget 100. tak payah la ckp yg ade brand mahal2, asal cantik and dapat mencantikkan kite yang cantik ni cukup. sebab..bulan depan beli lagi!! hehehe. as for guys, they spend 100 for a pair of shoe, but us, we can have 2-3 pairs of Vincci!

5. cube buat muke cam kat bawah ni sebab nak beli kasut

....confirm abah yg hensem/abang yang baik/bf/husband/cair-terus-dapatlah! i love to be a woman!

6. im proud to be a woman because i can be like my mom. housewife yg ade superpower to clean-masak sedap2-menjahit-buat bende kawen2- in one time. yes sgt power.

7. Kalau n bukan pompuan mesti faiz tanak kat n. i m proud to be a woman beacuse i can be with faiz!!!

and this award also goes to the other 7 beautiful girls....
1.yana (orang terpakse k..kang menjerit2- dlm bilik kenape tak cakap orang cantek hahh??)
2.Haniekunie
3.Y
4.Cikgu Rosyada (nice/rotten) - everybody should read her blog. very inspiring.
5.Iz (Macham Iz punye)
6.Tya (the lovely tya)
7. Raudhah (boneless soul)

*****

we are beautiful..no matter what they say.....ho yeah2...

Fruits or Cakes? or Fruit cakes?

2009-05-13T22:39:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through some reference for my another job (which i like very much) and i came across these beautiful-ever-delicious cakes...

ini kek ke.. hape? geram tengok! click sini for reference. pastu type cakes. (haha!) n tak ingat website die ape..soooriiii

makan ni mesti tak gemok. buah banyak.

Recall-ed: Man..this is what i really feel now

2009-05-12T02:05:00.005+08:00

i loved this song during high school. very much. and i listened to it over and over and over again..everyday.

b, this song is for you.

Spoken:
This is for the lovers
Strictly for the lovers
Yeah
You got someone you wanna get close to
Then get close to this

Oooh, oooh
Just to be close to you
Yo!
Drop the verse

Like a flower to a tree
That's how close I wanna be
To your heart (to your heart, heart)
Like the stars to the night
And daytime is to light
We'll never part (we'll never part)
I want you to be
The only thing that I see
Coz I believe it's our destiny

Chorus:
Just to be close
Just to be close
It's the only thing
That I wanna do (that I wanna do)
Oooh, just to be close (close)
Just to be close
Just to be close to you (closer to you)
Just to be close

So lonely is the night
Without you to hold me tight
(I wanna hold you closer)
I need you (baby hold me closer, closer)
My life would mean nothing (ohhh)
Without the joy you bring (ohhh)
To me,
You know, you know, you know,
There will never be (never be)
No one else for me (ohhh)
You are like a dream, that became reality

Chorus:
Just to be close (so close)
Just to be close (close)
It's the only thing
That I wanna do (that I wanna do)
Oooh, just to be close (close to you baby)
Just to be close (closer to you)
Just to be close to you (baby, baby)
Just to be close

I'm gonna give you all my love
I'm gonna give it to you
I'm gonna give it to you
All my love, all my love
I'm gonna give it to you
I'm gonna give it to you
Give you everything you need
All my love,
I'm gonna give it to you
I'm gonna give it to you
Give you all you want (to be close to you)
To be close to you (close to you)
Close to you

Chorus:
Just to be close (just to be close)
Just to be close (is all I want)
It's the only thing (the only thing)

That I wanna do

(that I wanna do)
Oooh, just to be close (just to be close)
Just to be close (soo close
Just to be close to you (closer to you)
Just to be close

I don't want to be alone
I'll never never never ever let you go
Just wanna be close to you
I don't want to be alone girl
I'm never never never ever letting you go
Just to be close

There will never be (never be)
No one else for me (ohhh)
You are like a dream,
That became reality

Chorus:
Just to be close (yeah)
Just to be close (I wanna be close)
It's the only thing
That I wanna do (that I wanna do)
Oooh, just to be close (close, close, close)
Just to be close
Just to be close to you (I just wanna be close to you)
Just to be close

Oooooh I just wanna be close
To you

Isk..malunya nak Jawab!

2009-05-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

Tagged by my dear Y.

[ Tempat pertemuan anda dan bakal suami utk pertama kalinya? ]
I really can't recall when was the exact date. but i think first time jumpe dia was during IDEA election back in 2002@2003 where he played "siti" a woman character in a selingan show of the event. Sgt talented sampai up until now few of his 'adik-adik perempuan studio 3' still call him abg siti. comel!

[ Pandangan peribadi anda terhadap sikap atau ciri-ciri pada dirinya ketika mula-mula berkenalan? ]
Well, let it be after we are already in Main Campus. because i don't really know him during matric years.. he is very responsible man. i mean VERY. he cared about others more than himself. for the initial impression i would say he is such a playful, funny, suke menyanyi dan menari di dalam studio. hehe

[ Tempat ‘dating’ di mana dia meluahkan perasaan pada anda? ]
Di situ. hehe. rahsia. for those who knows just keep it to yourself k...

[ Jika anda masih ingat, ayat yg dia gunakan ketika meluahkan perasaannya? ]
Oh...*smile* would you....dot..dot.. ;)

[ Berapa lama hubungan anda hingga ke jinjang pelamin? ]
we've been together for Four (4) amazing years and insyaAllah we would like to be in the next level on the fifth year..:D

[ Berapa lama usia perkahwinan anda sekarang? ]
Not married yetlah

[ Kejutan yg pernah dia buat pada anda? ]
A lot! isk...tak bleh share...malulah!

[ Perancangan anda dan dia dalam rumahtangga? ]

An everlasting happy-beautiful-blessed by Allah marriage.

[ Bagaimana dia melayani karenah anak-anak? ]

We dont have one yet. but i believe he'll be such a good father. adehh malu2!

[ Hubungan bakal suami anda dengan keluarga sebelah anda? ]

Alhamdulillah..everything went well so far.

I'm tagging these 3 people:

- Faiz

- Tya ilyana

- Pa'a (if she's online). if not...erm.. ladynoe from Perempuan Jomblo

thanks!

Hari Ibu yang Indah

2009-05-11T11:26:00.013+08:00

Cepatla na.. nak beli ape ni..

Cepatla...my kaki is so sakit (mulut muncung d. duck)

ok2...kite beli...kat atas.. ok.. (jalan2 mulut bebel2..OMG tgk org tu...bebel2 lagi...)

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mami: nak naik tdo dahla..
n: er...alamak...kad tak sign lagi. camne nak suruh abah sign.. esok tak sempat..
mami: dah naik 2 anak tangga. emh. dahaga plak...
*whispering*
n: haha....yes2! wani..pegi amik kad suruh abah sign. cepat!! sebelum mami naik atas..
wani: a..ok...

Hari Ibu - Hari Jadinyer Hari Ibu
dalam kereta after abis kelas Dr. Abdullah Yasin.

-mami...pinjam pen... nak tulis kad untuk mami pun pinjam pen mami..aiyoo

after lunch.
hehe..mami....nahh....
here goes my ucapan for her (as written in the card)

>Happy Mother's day mummy.. U r the greatest supermom in the whole wide world..mwahh! <
your ever prettiest daughter (hnss*),
Anne

both of our parents love Habiburrahman's book.

but this is what i really want to say mummy:

Happy Mother's day Mummy
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....isk...
.......isk.....takleh blah. asyek nak nanges ajer n nihh!. that speech itself is very meaningful...
*hugs*

aww~ thank you2....terime kaseh banyak2... kad ni nanti mami bace kat rumah. ele...tanak nangis depan orang le tu...

malam; tgk cite sempena Hari Ibu acted by Aaron Aziz kat channel 105. yes.. mami yang biase, akan menangis hiba bile ade part menyentuh perasaan. esp bile-mak-dia-mati-anak-tak-sempat-jumpe-untuk-mintak-maaf (oh sungguh klise kan?)..

B.E talipon. untuk wish Happy Mother's Day. mami tanak cakap (lagi). sebak sangat kot huhu~...takpun sebab teringat kat b.e bile tgk Aaron Aziz. OMG.. i dint mean B.E ensem macam Aaron Aziz k. no no no....not even close..

sebelum tido wish lagi sekali 'Happy Mother's Day' kat mami... :D I love u mami....(arisya's tone yang manje..sambil lentok2 kepale...waa~tomel sungguh arisya nihhh!)

takleh blah pakai spec tebalik tapi yakin comel!

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i wished my aunties also..

happy mother's day my dear aunties.. U r such great mom to your kids, so does to your anak2 sedare..hehe mwah!

and this is what they replied:
auntie 1: tq anne. when are u going to be a mother 2? erk.. sungguh tajam punye reply...

auntie 2: Tq. InsyaAllah kita semua akan menjadi yg labih baik dr hari ke hari. Hari ni lebih baik dr smlm dn besok cuba lebih baik lgi dr hari ini. waaaa.......semangat tol! yeah! kita boleh!

auntie 3: Thanks a lot for your wishes, actually only N yg ucap kt .....(takle sebut name). terima kasih atas ingatan N kt ....(takle sebut name jugak) . hehe..i always remeber u auntie... i know u re always my great niece..muahh... (waa~melting..adek beradek sepupu sepapat lain jgn cemburu yer!)

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special tribute to all mothers all over the world. esp single mothers who might have been through a lot to survive without a husband..sangat respect!

pic is from here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEeCPTs7PqM

aj rafael rocks! you guys should check him out. very talented punye org.

Award giving *hnnsss..hnsss..

2009-05-08T23:32:00.006+08:00

tudung baru beli semalam kat sini

jgn pikir amik gamba ni kat mana. jangan!!
and jgn tengok my eyebags!! lepas lunch-itu adalah perkara biase utk rase mengantuk yer

thanks a lot to kak yuyu (the best pembuat cakes/cupcakes from BMC) to list my blog as one of the inspiring and sgt mesra blog.. weeee~ thank u..thank u... :D :D thank u for supporting and rajin-menyinggah-untuk-baca-tengok-updates-yang suam2 kuku je ni. hehe. dun worry ill make it hotter after this. yea!

as i received this award, this is what i have to do next...

The rules are (as copied from kak yuyu):

Letakkan logo award ini di blog anda. (Done!)

Anugerahkan award ini kepada 10 Blog yang anda anggap paling berinspirasi dan sangat mesra.

1. Be My Cupcake House (the ever hot kak yuyu!)
2. bila faiz menaip (my dear faiz)
3. just yna (my sister yana waa! wekk! omg budak ni suke menjerit)
4. ElyaRazmin - The Chapters (...and the baby steps) - my dearest friend..mwah!
5. scrapblog (haniekuniecuneeto!)
6. JASA (my lecturer's...he..sir..amikla...)
7. The Voice of a Terengganu Girl (Cik Kmar..her stories are quite interesting :D)
8. boneless soul (Raudhah's..i love the way she interpret her thoughts in writing)
9. Perempuan Jomblo (oh sgt best!)
10. the famous Hanis Zalikha (her blog is 1 of my inspiration to make blogging as an addiction. not hobby)

and here goes the award!!!
clap3x*clap3x*clap3x

let the pictures speak for itself

2009-05-06T23:54:00.008+08:00

another studiomate married last week. it was fun and enjoyable, instead of the beautiful wedding and delicious nasi minyak, meeting my old friends was quite an excitement too. it is almost a year since we left IIUM yet it feels like baru je. its good to hear everybody living life in a good way in their own way/interest. good luck in whatever you're up to friends and you're the most paling bestest studiomate i ever had. enjoy the pics and vids!

click kalau tak nampak labuci dibaju kami

*gamba bukan blur. tatau kenape. click lah for clearer view*

sesi karaoke di kenduri kawen

ucapan2...

Akhirnya kini pasti...by anita sarawak

2009-05-05T16:03:00.004+08:00

finally jumpe blog template yg menawan kalbu-senang nak upload-edit-perfect. TAPI...TAPI...( faiz's..hehe) tapi kalau color die lilac, soft pink and turqoise lagi anne suke! and font type and color takbleh tuka banyak2... ok..template taken from here

http://www.yummylolly.com/

last 2 weeks..kite dating...

click kalau tak pasti pipi kite besar mane. huh.

Teringat ku teringat....by Letto

2009-05-04T15:22:00.008+08:00

lepak...
keje dah settle...
pikir....
boring....
nak makan ape (hadoi...makan aje).....
contact lens kene beli baru...
no online shopping for this month (isk..)....
budget cam lari je bulan ni (alamak...).....

feeling bercampur baur, pikiran takde hala tuju,aduh sungguh tak produktif. project exec yg tak productif..pancong gaji baru tau. cepat sangat terleka, isk..isk...perlu fokus lebih (sape ade fokus lebih bagi ler sket).

kawan-kawan studio paling anne teringat sekali pada waktu yang agak sangap ni. sebab kitorang dulu agak jarang mengalami keadaan macam ni especially on weekdays. perkara pertama/utama/optimum/ulung yg patut dibuat adalah makan. lepas ni makan mane? cafe je la..

petang ni simpang k? cucur udang 5 ringgit...aku sorang makan. ->ni kak anum.

makan mane...? em...nasik..kari...ayam goreng...perghh! okay...D'mamak..->huhu..yes, its you darl.

air keladi 1? <- k.bye. mmg wajib setiap minggu.

aku nak pesan burger? ko ckp kat abg tu...daging die bagi garing2 tau..suruh die potong dua, bawang lebih, sayur lebih, mayo lebih, roti pun lebih <-hehe..han kalau nak makan camtu ler..

nak ikut tak? kitorg nak pegi... "nakk! ima nak!!!!!!!" okay..okay..ima bole ikut..okay..

situasi : bukak pose. cendol mamak terbaik punye, ikan bakar yang berasap-asap, murtabak raja tebal giler...dan sebangai-bagainyer..<-the one and only..masham!

11pg : jom makan? 3ptg:jom..kopok lekor dah ade dah ni.. 530ptg: goreng pisang sedap ni.. 8mlm: jom ..(tak ingat name kedai kat simpang tu)? daging goreng garing sup kosong satu k 11mlm: lapa la...sape ade cekedis?? pekikan satu studio. 3pg: (mengantuk gile, penat buat keje) b..n lapa a...rase2 ali bukak lagi tak?..ok..thanks b....6.30pg: (lepas solat subuh) jom breakfast? erm..nasi lemak...sambal lebih..ikan bilis lebih..eh, sambal sotong pun sedap ni..

huh? sape? anne ler tu!!

kadar kecomelan makin bertambah after 4 years. serius comel giler. :D (orang lain ade gak yang tak berubah-mungkin derang diet lebih kot). dulu anne ratu kebaya forever vogue, sekarang ratu baju kurung size L-XL. *fainted* masih tak boleh terima kenyataan..isk.

serius rindu kawan-kawan studio. teringat masa zaman layan antm dulu, hari2 ade tyra mail dari mucid, pastu die buat kelas catwalk "walk-like-diva" yang mane takdek sape pun join (ok..ni rekaan semata. mucid catwalk dimana2 k.). kepada sesape yang anne tak sebut tu,jgn kecik ati tau..you know how much u mean to me right.. :D

*mungkin last weekend pergi bejumpe rakan2 di wedding k.ana-matching kot sebab tu teringat lebih ni..

jumpe ni dah lame...sweet ek?

Blog Template: Confession revealed

2009-04-29T00:31:00.006+08:00

percayelah anne masih mude remaja macam ni lagi sampai sekarang

muke bajet comel kejap sebab tahan bengang*marah*rase tertipu dengan diri sendiri sebab anne cuba untuk mengasah bakat dalam menukar blog template today. omyGod satu hari aku dok mengadap bende alah ni, hah at last back to the old one jugak. masih tak dapat jumpe yang betul-betul menawan kalbu menusuk jiwa. i want 3 column template-design yang ala-ala creative/artsy2/abstract, tapi tak jumpe! try men-3 kan column yang 2 ni tapi gagal sebab memang tak amik bahasa /coding2 template ni. so memang tahap siput lah nak buat. huh! and bila suda jumpa, takbleh nak view plak..die jadik macam mengong-mengong-mengong. tension! abah..n nak amik sijil buat blog template pulak lepas ni. what do you think guys? should i change or yang sekarang memang dah cantik betul-memang-suit-dengan n dah?

gambar ditangkap mase tengok faiz main rugby dekat uia. taf sungguh!
2008

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match-match-matching event to be attend this weekend. i cant wait to meet my friends!

a great week ahead.

2009-04-28T01:44:00.007+08:00

i love this week! akan dilalui dengan perasaan yang gembira tidak terhingga macam arisya nyanyi lagu omputeh. will be updated soon!

ni sebelum membuat perangai. The Master of Ceremony (Perasmian buku Urban Lines) . uhuk!
(all pictures taken on 2008)

ok..here goes the 'tahap happy n untuk minggu ini'

Tak. bukan macam ni tahap happynyer.

Ok. la...tapi bukan jugak....

ok.. ready......mucid..tutup sket..

YEAY!!! CAMNILA!! i cant wait to see you guys!!

20 / 25 random things

2009-04-24T15:03:00.012+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs (or the + sign) on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

0.It takes me only few hours to complete this. haih!

1. I am an organized person. but not all the time. Most of the time lah. i like to make my space very tersusun and kemas. and i also like to organize events.. dengan excitednye. huhu..... small2 event macam pegi rombongan kawin ker..or nak pegi makan ramai2 ker... ;P mesti ramai kengkawan dah ngomel2 / senyum senget baca ni . haha!

2. N suke sibuk2, buat2 sibuk, berlakon sibuk, and buat-bende-kecik-tapi-nak-sibuk2kan-jugak. I like to be energetic/cekap/tangkas dalam buat kerja.

3. I love my current job now...... it is sooo me!

4. My interests towards certain things changed according to current situation as for music, fav food, fav drink, hobby, tempat lepak and etc. but i am determined in my favoritisme of color - Purple.. yes...

Jika warna Ungu (Violet) menjadi warna kegemaran kamu maka kamu adalah seseorang yang benar-benar luar biasa. Dalam menghadapi masa depan kamu tidak pernah ragu-ragu, apa yang dikerjakan kamu adalah yang terbaik. Kamu pandai mengikuti perkembangan zaman. Dalam bercinta, hanya merekalah yang kuat mental yang dapat mendekati dan menjadi kekasih kamu. from here

OMG... teruk sangat ke anne... sampai kene orang yang kuat mental je boleh dekat dgn n..

5. N drive tak pakai kasut/selipar/sandal/heels/but. tak, semua tak. sebab tu n amik mase untuk keluar kereta. kotor? manedeee

6. Teringin nak main gitar sambil nyanyi dengan sedapnye. sungguh kewl. ade sesape nak ajar tak? free of charge, gitar:tolong sediakan sekali. ade tak?

7. Suke karaoke. suare sedap macam jaclyn victor.

8. Im not that punctual punye orang...tapi when im with faiz he thought me to appreciate time more, which makes me now lambat just 3-5 minit je.. huhu

9. I know what i want, what im doing and what will i do next. but sometimes im clueless and just follow what my heart says..

10. Sangat ramai kawan2 yang nak kawin tahun ni which makes me sangat jealous... nak kawen! nak kawen!

11. Nak retire mude, and enjoy my life to the max. travel...shopping...blogging....(?)

12. i really appreciate my friends (tak kire la best friends, close friends, just-hi-bye friends, and kawan musuh (i actually pernah terbaca this kawan musuh in my sister's buku biodata! hahaha!) for being in my life *hugs*

13. i am an honest person. i speak what i feel, and it shows on my face. well, sometime masalah pun yer jugak... because i sometimes accidently hurt someone by not-my-real-intention-reaction. *sigh* im sorry guys....

14. cepat lupe. tapi akan ingat balik lepas few hours or days. faiz kadang2 tension dgn n sebab ni.

15. sangat2 menghargai faiz dalam hidup n. and im happy to spend the rest of my life with him. *love*

16. sekarang suke shopping online. tapi untuk bulan ni dah exceed quota...bulan depan pulak!

17. I really miss zaman skola. no pressure and less responsibilities. terbang..terbang...main kejar2...cheerleading...haha! cheerleading anne?! Zaman skola yang paling best adalah waktu kat sekolah Taman Keramat, followed by mase kat MRSM, because jumpe and kenal TLC. waa...sayang korang sume!!! jom practice cheerleading TLC, okay Qlod ko lead kitorg..ready....................okay!!

18. Im a hard-thinker, i think a lot even kat bende2 kecik. but sometimes i dun think at all.

19. n sangat addicted to nescafe.

20. N cepat terpengaruh dengan iklan or ape2 yang n tengok. haha!

* i wasnt tagged, i copy-paste je entry ni.
* only 20 random things n bleh post sebab dah takleh pikir ape lagi.
* sesape nak buat mende-alah ni, ha copy jela.
* susunan in this "random things" not based on priority.. kate random...

aksi-aksi bosan-sungguh-di opis-kalau-bos-pegi-out station

Pandangan dari Tingkap Opis

dah 2 hari n tido lambat, bangun lambat, pergi kerja lambat

2009-04-18T00:43:00.010+08:00

ye benar. dah 2 hari. mlm ni kire dah kire 3 malam n tdo selepas pukul 1 pagi. sebabnye sudah-addict-nak-pikir-banyak2-dan-tulis/type dalam blog kesayangan hamba ni (ecewa...). semakin excited sejak tau cara-cara (thanks hanis zalikha!) nak menambahkan wang saku untuk shopping online lebih banyak lagi.hehe. (dah receive tudung polka dot yang dipurchase dari shawls2u..waaa.....cantik2.... -kak anne..beli la lagi..beli la lagi yer... adikku ade lagi 2 helai tak sampai lagi..

dengan tak malu try tudung baru orang-dgn pakai spec diatas spec (hahahaha tak nampak nak amik gamba!) and pakai baju kelawar. thanks shawls2u! -perkara happy 1-

semalam dapat baju corporate Zikay. huhu..finally! walaupun n tak confirm lagi tapi die bagi jugak baju corporate ni sebab n memang pekerja yang berdedikasi dan berjiwa merdeka (erk?). lepas ni bleh jalan2 kat sekitar kg baru dengan bangga memakai baju corporate company 100% melayu muslim ni..hehe..lepas takde lagi orang tanye..eh anne ni practical ke staff? (n nampak mude riang ria anak remaja le tu! :P) lepas ni..carik skirt panjang or seluar slack.. kaler dark blue..damn..HAVE to shopping again?..haih...*wink*wink. mane bleh carik seluar/skirt je..kene carik tudung/bag/kasut yang matching jugak..hmmTERpakse la shopping online lagi. huhu..(anne!! enough!)

ye tu name saye. -perkara happy 2-

faiz finally can view blogspot! ahaha..ok..haritu kolej komuniti selandar tak bagi staff2 die yang best tu view blogspot and facebook (facebook takbleh, tapi fs, tagged,myspace sume bleh..tahapahapetah). tapi hari ni dapat plak view blogspot and fb still kene blocked. he's back with his new entry yang best called 77500. for those who knows faiz, they might know cara faiz menulis - best. and he actually can write very well/best (unlike me which kene buat draft/refer sana sini/research merata just to produce an introduction paragraph of an essay) okay semua kire berape banyak 'best' kat atas? .... hehe.

-perkara happy 3-

from selandar with love..ecewaa

tak sabar tunggu hari ahad.

esok sabtu bekerja yang mane produktiviti hanya boleh capai semaximum 10% sahaje - mengikut kata org2 tertentu la. n tak. n 11%.

tak sabar tunggu hari ahad.

arisya berape tahun? 11.

i spent a lot already. enough anne!

2009-04-16T13:59:00.006+08:00

mind set : ready
fingers : *krak-kruk.. ok ready
keadaan sekeliling : clear (loh manede orang lain! bos cuti!)
ketersumbatan hidung : boleh dicontrol lagi

agak kurang sihat for past few days. 2 hari m.c, and today hari kedua di ofis untuk minggu ni. (wah seronoknyer keje 3 hari je minggu ni!). hidung tersumbat..yes masih tersumbat. tanak makan ubat siang2 nanti berada diawang-awangan sepanjang hari. :D

browse through a lot of online 'boutiques' lately where i spent 'banyak jugakla..erm dlm rm54 untuk bulan ni. isk..terlebih 4 ringgit (bajet 50 je setiap bulan utk online shopping). tapi..serius..takleh tahan..geram dan murah2! memang kene pandai cari and kene cepat! because i lost for '3tone shawl' at crazeeshawl.blogspot by 1 minute! punyela susah survey..nak cari yg murah, and yg penting still available. yes..3/2 tone shawl sgt hot diperkatakan skarang bak goreng pisang panas yer. update je terus sold out. tensen tul. *n dah deal dah dgn owner tuu...kalau ade new update die akan bitau..yes! korang sume should tgk2 ... buat kite leka sampai takterbuat keje..weee...sorry en.shah!

ini tudung yang dah dibeli

l-r : shawlawa, crazeeshawl,shawls2u

tudung yg dimimpi2kan tapi telah sold out or nantilah dulu..

happy shopping everybody!!

SukanyaStyle : #2

2009-04-12T02:57:00.002+08:00

hari ahad biase pegi ikut abah to class ustaz abdullah yasin kat taman TAR. so..rase macam nak pakai camni lah... ewah! boot fendi tu cost about $860 yer! oh!

yam-day by SukanyaStyle featuring Fendi boots

SukanyaStyle : First entry! (hit by fashion : polyvore.com)

2009-04-12T01:43:00.002+08:00

#1 : Banana Pie

banana pie by SukanyaStyle featuring Monsoon earrings

tak tercapai kehendak

2009-04-10T23:07:00.008+08:00

10/4/09 : 1 a.m.

sebelum tido, dah pasang niat... esok..after work....ehemm*nodding confidently-sambil-pejam mata* nak pegi joging dkt tmn tasik titiwangsa. for 30-45mins. dah survey kat google map it will only take 6 minutes (what? 6 minits?? from kg baru to jalan kuantan lalu bulatan pahang after office hour??? gle pe? ok takpe..tak kesa..belasah je)

Kasut sukan pink australia : dah amik
baju : dah pikir nak amik yang mane, esok amik je letak dlm paperbag
seluar : dah pikir nak amik yang mane, esok amik je letak dlm paperbag
stokin : ala..mesti ade je dlm sorok tu..

ok done. ZZzzz....................

10/4/09 : 6 p.m.

depan pc...sambil buat2 konon2-ade-keje-lagi-tapi-pikiran-dah-start-jogging-dah-dgn-angin tmn tasik titiwangsa-sepoi2.. ala..bile en shah nak balik ni. biase on time.... 6:15 p.m.ok jom!
journey to taman tasik titiwangsa was surprisingly very smooth (eik, tak byk kete pun...orang balik awal ke? ke derang cuti ramai2 satu kl harini sbb PM baru bagi cuti ke? ;)) baru sampai first traffic light...air-air hujan mula menari2 comel turun membasahi bumi.......

*isk*...........................
diam-tergamam-sambil dengar je A.G. ngomel2 ................................................. ala.............kenape..................kenape.................

kehendak terpaksa dibatalkan. terpaksa k..sat g demam sape susah? dokter..gak. nak dgr n bagi situasi betapa-sakitnye-badan-tekak-kepala-hidung-dada-supaya-dapat mc 2 hari. haha! tak pernah buat k! buat pun tetap dapat sehari! haish! ssshhhh! *adik2 jgn tiru. n pun jln2 je la dekat situ cari2 port best untuk parking yg ade toilet, kedai jual cekedis and air 100+ (dan..dan!) untuk masa akan datang. nanti minggu depan bleh terus park je kete, turun terus lari..zussss! haa...takdela buang mase. eh tapi kene tuka baju dulu la. 6:42 p.m.balik. lalu AKLEH-my ever fav route utk balik umah.walaupun kene bayar 1.50 setiap hari (1.50 x 22hariapproximately = 33 rgt je sebulan).

on the way, Hotfm Zoomers announce yg depa kat Parking Restoran Nelayan.

*isk*...........................
ala.............kenape..................kenape.................

kalau tak mesti dah menang/dapat banyak free gifts.. teruskan je perjalanan dengan perasaan hampa 2 kali. perasaan tersentuh lagi bile sampai kat traffic light jelatek dimana ade 3 polis trafic-yang-tetap-buat kerja-walau-uniform,but berat hitam and baju hujan-dah lencun. i salute u en polis! kerana membuatkan perjalanan balik saya sungguh lancar. saya berjaya sampai rumah before 7! ala tapi..harini mane ade cite matahari...isk lupe.

perenggan penutup

takpe n.. esok tak keje.. yippie! nak buat ape esok...hm... bank in duit sbb beli tudung online tadi ..and then...mm....m.....takpelah! esok pikir!

good nite!

rindunye budak ni
na-ii!! na-ii!! (lari!! lari!!)

yang ditulis2 sejak dulu lagi

2009-04-09T09:32:00.005+08:00

n suke menulis dr dulu lagi. *hadoi..bosan la dgn pc yg agak kure2 je kelajuan die ni. taip sikit, lambat gile nak kuar..en byte craft cepat repair.. dulu sebelum tido mesti nak tulis2 laporan dulu, luahkan ape yg ade dlm kepale otak dan hati. sesi kutuk mengutuk juge tidak pernah dilupakan and mesti juge ade aktiviti tampal menampal ape2 bende yg dibeli, diberi, dibeli tapi tak jadi bagi, dan mcm2 lagi. itu belum lagi masuk bab menconteng2 menghias mengkaler2 nak bagi nampak konon2 abstract. memang n simpan sume diary n since i start writing journal which is about 12 years ago. tapi mase dpt offer masuk MRSM Taiping, tinggal la sume diary lame tu, simpan elok2 dlm kotak, takpun bwh baju2 dlm almari baju. tapi yg hampes nyer bile balik bermalam, tgk diary sume tak ditempatnye..haish adik2 yg sungguh.....!

e..serius sayang nak buang sume diary tu, mcm2 ada..! kisah cintan cintun..kata2 semangat pd diri sendiri spy terus berusaha.. poems (yes..i wrote poems dulu! bile masuk tepeng share dgn eversweet puput!), pendapat..lalala.. i even named it as Eric. mengade! haha! sekarang dah tuka, pakai blogspot, tak la lenguh tangan menulis, tuka2 pen lagi, tu belum kene gune gam gunting kalau nak tampal2, skang sume nye dihujung jari dan pergerakan lengan yang minimum.. BUT still...all entries published here are for public, yg secret2, yg ade "memang name sebenar-dan ape yg telah anda lakukan pada saye" takleh la letak sini.. tamo gadoh2...tamo..tamo..

tadi, my kind boss, en shah bagi diary/planner baru. die mmg ade banyak diary2 free, yg n amik MASkargo punye,tapi tahun 2008 (yg takde letak tarikh..kosong aje), cantik..ade embossed silver Wau lagi. Calendar pun byk...die bagi n dlm 3-4, yg stand punye, yg gantung punye..en shah ni mmg baik la.. (hahaha..bodek..bodek..) dengan pemberian en shah tu, ianya telah menjadikan koleksi diary/planner/buku nota-contengan magic utk tahun 2009 dah berjumlah 4.. tahniah!!

selamat menulis everybody!!!

*rindukan kekasih mode*ok, jgn muntah.hush!

food review

2009-04-08T10:52:00.007+08:00

current mood: melting* dgr lagu 'Pergi' by Aizat

i went to Chop & Steak Restaurant last week with few colleagues. As this place is famously known in Kampung Baru (instead of Stable Steak) as kedai-western food-murah-tapi-sedap, thats why we decided to go there since its only 'sekangkang kera' distance from our ofis. Well, im still amazed of the 'floating' small boat located IN the restaurant. Gosh the ikans dlm kolam tu were hell big!

well, this is how it looks like.
(taken from: http://gastronomicdiary.wordpress.com/2007/04/)

I ordered seafood spaghetti, saje nak try its spaghetti since sebelum ni dah pernah makan die nye mix steak, lamb chop..(mmg sedap la..but its a lil bit overcooked or cooked-since smalam :P). My meal arrived first (cepatnyer!) and this is how it looked like

Ya Allah...kecewa sungguh..... Presentation: 0, Taste: -10. cube teke kuah kaler merah tu sos ape? SOS CILI + RED BEAN SAUCE CAIR (maybe la)... OMG n tatau la..n takpernah tgk/makan spaghetti bersos kan SOS cili.

n terus tak makan. potong betul! i ordered another dish - simple one- chicken chop. Review : Kurang sedap, french fries rase mcm dah-goreng-semalam-and-regoreng-today, ayam.....(gulp...) rase mcm ayam lame..tau tak yg mcm busuk2 sikit tu. tak lalu den.. yg sedapnye hanyalah Nescafe Ais Cinta Hatiku-All time fav! (nescafe adalah minuman kegemaran tak kire siang malam yer).

so.. lepas ni makan @ Restaurant Chop & Steak, Kg Baru is absolutely a 'no no'. and i will never ever suggest it to friends and families.

*As if, as if...la kan the owner ade ter-review my review ni..take note lah k. its for your own restaurant good...

lagi 8 minit

2009-04-04T12:51:00.005+08:00

lagi 8 minit ofis hour nak abis.. adeh...boring ni, sbb bos takde. dah la tinggal sorang kat opis (sbb mmg kami berdua je kat ofis ni).

lapa pulak tu. teirngin nak makan cheesy-macaroni with prawn kat secret recipe. sape nak belanje?

minggu ni en.b tak dtg kl, banyak urusan (lg pun kene simpan duit..nak kawen...) bestnyer jadi faiz, keje gomen ni mcm sungguh heaven... wa....

4 minit lagi..

patutnye jumpe arisya hari ni kat umah baru die. well arisya is my 3 yr old cousin who is so active and talkative "o...patutla..' > is her fav words..hmm tapi tak jadi plak.

spa appointment pun takbleh move forward to today, tomorrow at 11.
so ape nak buat jap lagi? balik..pgi jj..makan ngan mami and adik2. yes. thats the best. pastu lepak kat umah....mlm tgk af! vote for akim! :P

seminit lagi...

*i am waiting.....*

dah pukul 1!! yeay!!! bubye everybody! happy weekends!

new beginning

2009-03-22T23:50:00.006+08:00

I received THE confirmation letter of new post last Thursday (19th March 2009) , Alhamdulillah... this is the new beginning of my-new-experience: to involve in Port construction-oil & gas field. Since the project phase still in early stage so there's nothing much to be done. even im still trying to cope and understand this new line (for me la). seriously.. it is soooo exciting as i never imagine to be in this-not-landscape line. takut juge...sikit2....tapi n mesti berani untuk cuba! hihi..semangat btul.. may everything goes well and i could perform very well also. :D :D :D

new workspace

*thanks to families, faiz and friends who'd been supporting me in making this decision. it was quite confusing k...

harini n menghadiahkan diri n dgn sepasang sepatu baru! thanks to myself!!

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miss 'this' 'routine'...

sudah

2009-03-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

ive made up my mind where i have accepted the offer to be transferred to new division >> oil & gas division. The confirmation will be settled by this week or as late as next week. im happy with my decision as im ready to try new experience and gain new knowledge.

why?

because i want it and im ready for new challenge ahead. i dont know what they see in me but i believe this is the respond from The Almighty of my prayers... Alhamdulillah..

but

i think ive made sumone marah/kecewa/bengang/or wuteverlah.... im sorry in advance my friend, i just follow what my heart says and accept the opprtunity from Allah. Allah knows what best for us..for you and for me.. :)

Good luck to myself and all of my friends in your undertakings! do your best!

the universe's respond 2 : definitely...maybe

2009-03-15T01:31:00.003+08:00

insyaAllah next week will be another 'anjakan paradigma' huhu.... i was offered last friday and i need to made up my mind and tell them my decision by monday. hu...such a big decision wei...

it might be a good-bye to landscape industry. well not at a whole lah. landscape is surely-definitely-will always be my passion ever. God created it all, for us to maintain and be grateful.

'hopefully this is the sign from HIM, as He knows what is the best for me. Allah Maha Mengetahui..Subhanallah'

the universe's respond 1

2009-03-15T01:18:00.004+08:00

harini n dah 'berubah'. erm.. wajah...

i permed my hair!
yna said mcm tini hotfm...ahahaha..im soooooo like it. >>><<<

tapi sori..takleh tunjuk gamba. hehe

lets move on!

2009-03-14T20:28:00.011+08:00

derived from my previous post.. i firmly say i really want some changes ; in terms of life management, future planning, job, looks, and etc..etc.. i complained a lot lately about how hectic my life is recently, i cant bear the never ending workloads, unstable company's management , the 'mcm2 karenah' org lain. even my sister could not stand anymore of my complaints or my silentness (as n dah malas nak ckp betapa letihnyer n setiap hari,-hari2 balik lambat, kul 1230 pun ade). yes, tak baik to be ungrateful now, i shall not complaint, blame and give excuse, lebih2 lagi baru je kerja..but being an honest person i cant lie to myself that im not that happy of what im doing now.. i enjoyed it at the beginning, you know..buat design, present, meeting people..sign surat.. tapi lame2 seems like takleh blah.. after 6 months, rase mcm kurang best.. camner? jadik kerani/buat kerja2 admin seems sgt best bg anne, senang, tak pressure, kul 6 balik-takyah pikir pape lagi dah, esok dtg buat keje mcm biase.. huhu. tak pun buat bisnes kawin2...oh sgt teruja and excited!

team building

i participated in my company's annual activity last week. the 'team building' program was very enjyable for me. all activities planned by our own committees were really enjoyable and i think the program achieved its objectives perfectly. even i could not remember ALL collegues, but i managed to at least recognized them especially those with their own taglines like 'budus', 'kfc', 'melatah', 'dtg lambat' and so on..

and, what really opened my eyes (and mind) are all 'lecture/talk' programs held every night. malas nak huraikan lebih2 what we have been 'lectured' but it can be concluded as - im very2 thankful to contribute to one of the malay-muslim organization now - i mean at this very moment whereby not many successful malay entreprenuers could survived.

sayang diri sendiri, sayang keluarga, sayang bangsa melayu, sayang raja2 melayu, takkan melayu hilang dibumi Malaysia. cewah!

perubahan

2009-03-04T15:36:00.002+08:00

it is the time where i want to make a change for my current life now. n mcm rase dah tak mampu dah. bosan.

saya hendak membuat satu anjakan paradigma

awan dania :)

2009-02-25T21:44:00.014+08:00

i captured these pictures on my way back from out-station kat Pasir Mas, Kelantan. yes..gune camera phone jer..

cantik tak?

opportunity :: rezeki

2009-02-09T23:54:00.012+08:00

i jz came back from my very sweet/good friend place. she offered me a new opprtunity/business to me whereby i will do her hantaran kawin. sgt teruja, excited because n mmg sgt suke buat keja kawin2 ni... it derived from mase n jadi org kedua terkuat in b.e's wedding (hehe.. org pertama terkuat absolutely mami lah!).the hantaran will be sederhana tapi sungguh bermakna.. you know, there will be no kasut..jam..perfume..make-up and all. yg ade hanyalah tafsir al-quran,set buku agama, jubah, sejadah and manisan2. sungguh sweet.. very sesuai with my friend's peribadi, yg very down to earth..humble tapi cun.. hehe.

i love to do this deco2 thing, pegi sana sini beli bunga..manik2.. sgt best rsnye. maybe it will be my next 'thing' to do. business kawin2! i like! will update on the process time by time yea.

1. 2. 3.

oh!

2009-02-07T18:17:00.002+08:00

chantiknyer blog template ku!

hihi

suke!

relaku pujuk..

2009-02-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

u wouldnt know whether the person uve met is the right person for you until your heart says it.. it may takes a second to discover or maybe years..

4 years back* im glad he never gave up. thank you for all the love and i still seek for more..and more...its never enough because your love is so magnificent.

im glad i chose you to share my life with..

**content**

aku tak tahu

2009-02-03T00:13:00.004+08:00

harini cuti..sbb n keje kat wilayah..esok kerja.. byk kerja menanti. kene pegi site kat precint 5 tu sensorg..then the next day fly to kelantan..out-station. pastu mcm2 lagi lah..n kalau fikir pasal ni mesti tension and confuse. n tau n tak sepatutnye mengomel2 psl ni..ok...ok...sabar n... cume ape yg n rase skarang is tak sabar nk pegi periksa PTD tu..pegi interview..then keje gomen. mintak2 dpt tranfer to melaka, so senang..faiz pun dah kat sane.. we might want to settle down as melakaian..hurm..kewl eh? new environment for both of us..new thing for us to explore..im quite excited about that..(hmm..harap masa berlalu dgn sungguh very pantas!)

n agak sedih dgn industri landskap negara (mungkin ade yang tak sependapat dgn n..well..im open for any opinions :D). fee kami sikit. memanglah kalau dibandingkan dgn consultant lain we are the poorest....yg kesian..dan yang dianggap picisan. harapnyer ade yg bangkit untuk bersuara, yelah..n ni siapa utk berkata2..daftar ahli ILAM pun belum lagi, kerja baru 4 bulan..di sini aje yg mampu untuk meluahkan. rase macam tak worth..kerja kite pun banyak..bukan letak2 pokok sahaje...kami pun berfikir secara mendalam mcm arkitek juge. hangin betul kalau ade org ckp "alah...u just letak2 je pokok tu". cube kalau n ckp mcm tu kat kerja korang..kat punca rezeki korang tu..ape rase? tolonglah faham.. we are professional juge yer. n cintakan bidang ni, landskap will be the first impression when u enter an area..it will either bring good or bad review of a building/area. bukan picisan yer.without a nice environment your area/building is nothing. harap semua pencinta landskap merasa bangga dgn kelayakan dan kerja yg kite buat. stand for our right. as for me.. ill do something...i have a vision to change the perception. as for living, i see online business is very good idea now..maybe you'll see me 'here'.. xxxxx.com. hihi..just wait and pray for our success yea.

mesti sentiasa bersemangat.

love,
anne
landscape enthusiast

to be or not to be...

2009-01-13T01:49:00.001+08:00

ive been working for almost for four months now. but until now i aint sure whether is this the best place/field/environment i should be in. sometimes, its enjoyable when i managed to learn and cope this-complicated-procedure thing (you know..the feelings of achieving and finally understand what-the-hell-is this-thing). consultancy field is not easy k, yes i agree.. a strong mind and positive behavior are a must thing to be acknowledged by others. then...it will be harder if your surrounding is not like you hope for (you know...this 'silent killer' type of people). im not being judgmental here, but this type of people who 'silently judging people' made me stress. im the type of people who cares about others' says k, so i cant stop ignoring 'that' kind of look. God....i know...i know...sometimes im quite blurr (sometimes eh!) to understand my work, but im trying very hard to get that thing INTO my mind.

anyway, today's post is related to my not stable emotion due to current-smoothly going on-works, i dun really understand-works, and to be determined-works. since im still under probation, senior's perception towards MY performance is really important and menstresskan. i always hoping to be ah-lantakla / buat-je type of people, because they dun really think of wut people say-its only you and your world. lebih 'free' i guess... haih..

up until now i still didnt do any action to pursue my dreams to be in journalism. yea...n dah survey some online journalism course, and of course i did check out for any vacancies in Laman Impiana@Karangkraf. entah kenape n still tak submit2 lagi resume (even takde vacancies now/ hantar jelah!). n suke tangguh kerja....eeeee....tak tau la ape nk jadi (nak jadi kaye, but rich people make decision fast, unlike u anne, salu tak sure...anne, focus!!!)

what i should do now?

>lessen my "nanti..ape org ckp" "betul ke...ek?" behaviour/thoughts. confident! confident! confident! buat je anne!!
>perform well in my work, show my passion and kene rajin
>be thankful of what i have now (Alhamdulillah..), sbb ade org lain yg takde keje pun..
>believe and tawakkal pada ketentuan Allah, mesti ada hikmahnya im still here. maybe HE wants me to learn/earn more.
>be more discipline, punctual (yessssss anneeee!) and responsible.

dearie friends, do pray for me to be stronger and hopefully i could achieve my dreams. ill pray for your success ahead too. muax!

*i never stop thanking the Almighty for 'giving' me Faiz, who always understand and solve my tension2 ni with his brilliant thoughts and lovely heart..muax!

::anne iznoor::
-landscape enthusiast-

oh the celebration!

2008-10-26T00:47:00.001+08:00

hari raya :: the "FIRST''s celebration

salam lebaran readers. :) perhaps its not that late for me to wish hari raya..hihi.
this hari raya would be quite special since a lot of "first" happened.

First and foremost: NO color theme.

For the first time my mom agreed on my suggestion that tahun ni tak payah ade theme2 color, we go for theme kain same plak-saree.

well, as for past yearssss hari raya..mom will decide what color would be the theme for our family "tahun niii....mami nak kaler...kuning, tahun ni....mami nak kaler purple, tahun niii........tahun ni...." (as you can see in the pics below.....;P)

and we as the daughters (and b.e and abah also) never had a chance to choose and buy the kain, it will all perfectly prepared by mom. yea..i know..its good la kan....but.......** ehm...takpela, takdela kisah sgt actually...tapi ........**

2)First raya without b.e

2008 is the year where we celebrate eid without b.e ( on the first raya la). he went back to kedah to kak dayang's kampung. so gamba raya tahun ni takde gamba b.e......*isk*

3)First time BAGI duit raya

as anne dah keje sebulan...so now it is THE time for me to give duit raya to budak2..(sisters and cousins only!)

4) "First" for the kids...

it is the first year of raya as my cousin auni dalila,3, dpt jalan....(die lambat jalan sket..) it was so cute seeing her walking in baju kurung. and as for my other cousin, the adorable arisya, this year she has her first baju kurung...it was so cute seeing her RUNNING in baju raya. i mean run...run for the whole day k....(below: arisya. running again.. followed by auni and aina dpt duit raya from mami..)

so readers, what is your raya experience for this year? lets share lah.. :D

work for yourself

2008-10-06T10:11:00.001+08:00

Post: Landscape Architect
Location :
Sitescape Sdn Bhd.,
Aras 7, Bangunan Zikay,
53, Jalan Raja Alang, Kampung Baru,
50300, Kuala Lumpur

i am a landscape architect. wee.....rase mcm bangga to hold this 'title'. for me, those who really be in this field and actually work with 'the' real people is so cool. i never imagined to be one at this soon, i thought maybe i would be the assistant or maybe jadi TA ke dulu kan.. well, of course terlalu sangat banyak bende yang n tak tau. gosh..first three weeks were kinda hard for me to cope on this new thing/environment. hopefully i will learn fast and really be in the working environment successfully. ill be 'somebody' one day....insyaAllah..

currently im substituting kak aween who is in maternity leave until the end of this month. first meet with her was not that good, but things getting better and i learnt A LOT from her. details..yes details are very2 important where you need to know EVERY single material u use. so, to soon-to-be-landscape architects out there...(esp uians eh..) sharpen your skills in landscape details tau. and oh! all the short forms! i was lost during the first meeting i attended in cyberjaya...( VO? EI? LI? RAC? CCC? BG? urhh...) thank God ade Abah.. being a very handsome successful Quantity Surveyor, he is the 'master' of contract2 ni.. he has it all in his fingertips aje..

this is my promise ; i want to prove to myself and everybody that i deserve to be a good landscape architect- by working hard, learn, learn and learn everyday.

i wish to contribute a lot in the future, either in writings, teachings, materials or anything lah. we must have a big heart..(as learned in NSG).

*i read a very good article in EH! October about how to overcome perasaan runsing-malas-risau utk pergi keje on "Monday"-first day of the week. thats what i felt yesterday..hihi...

be passionate on your works!

:: anne ::
landscape enthusiast

this is the new chapter

2008-10-06T09:16:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

heyya people :) im feeling so excited to pen my first entry in blogspot, even i know other bloggers have been using this for ages. yea..yea.. i know...well, all this while friendster's blog would be my best journal ever to express my feelings and thoughts. since EVERYBODY is using blogspot, and it is the most 'in' thing now..(in ker?..entahla..) i should trylah. i cant wait to customize my blog to be so cantik2 like org lain punye..siap ade lagu2, suare sendiri...kewl seyh...

ive created this blog last month actually but baru skarang i could publish my first entry, because i need to think of some ideas first in order to make my entry interesting. perhaps i could attract some fans out there to read my blog later. well, i would say journalism is my passion also instead of landscape architecture of course. i like to have my own column in any landscape magazine one day - or be the editor perhaps? :)

so people, keep on reading my blog yea, even i am not a great scholar nor a philosopher (yet..;) ) but maybe my writing could make u think.... and smile (or maybe cry and be mad?)

work hard everybody!

:: noorhilyati ::
a very successful landcape enthusiast